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wild I need someone to act, how?

And once again the uncertainty has gone, I'm tired
,
I got tired, I got bored
,
I do not want to think but do not know how to act.

I love is full of "cuckoo" the head, but even that
it has become difficult.

What to do?
Where to go?
In what way I can see something different? Once again
attack me questions and I do not know the answers ...

I want out, but do not know where
escape is not the way I want, but at times
is the only one meeting.

I want everything and yet nothing
'm not ready for a whole
but I do not want to settle for anything. Strange

cuckoos, my world of witches and cobwebs.