Looking for new times,
illusions and hopes
...
Monotony overwhelms me at dawn, and I
stalks at dawn, I wake
alone
not want to pretend to be happy,
when everything around is absent.
want my gray world
with small colorful details.
miss the details, however insignificant
and stupid they may seem,
to cheer me a lot.
Feeling,
jump
laugh until it hurts the body,
sing, dance
,
excited by something silly,
live.
need adrenaline, my world of cobwebs
need more emotion, I get bored easily
,
I realize that neither sweet uplifting me sometimes, and that's pretty
.
I want so much to you, that night, me again.
